Chelsea Cutler - I Don't Feel Alive Chords

[verse 1]
F          C/E   Dm
 Skin and bones,    stomach aches
A#
 Lucid dreams, hold my breath when I'm wide awake
F         C/E   Dm
 Connecticut,     dissociate
A#
 Maybe I should buy a house in a town upstate

[pre-chorus]
Gm              C
If I could, I'd wake myself up
  F    C/E    Dm   C     A#
when I am somebody that I'm proud of

[chorus 1]
F                C/E       Dm
 I'm getting undressed for my lover
                       A#
And praying she don't hate all my skin like I do
F                  C/E          Dm
 I'm reading books and drinking coffee
                A#
Stepping on a scale I keep in the bathroom
                    F              C/E
The water goes downhill, and still
    Dm                             A#
I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly
                   F     C/E   Dm
And I don't feel alive
                   A#
No, I don't feel alive

[verse 2]
F     C/E  Dm
 Telehealth, TV episodes
A#
 Swallow seeds, but the fruit never seems to grow
F     C/E  Dm
 Validatе,   what I know
A#
 What I believe in and еverywhere I wanna go

[pre-chorus]
Gm              C
If I could, I'd wake myself up
  F    C/E    Dm   C     A#
when I am somebody that I'm proud of

[chorus 2]
F                  C/E       Dm
 I’m paying three different psychologists
             A#
Trying to remember who I told what story to
F                C/E       Dm
 I’m writing feelings in a journal

Cuz' that’s what people
     A#
who have their shit together seem to do
                    F              C/E
The water goes downhill, and still
    Dm
I swim against the current
         A#
with two arms that cannot fly
                   F     C/E   Dm
And I don't feel alive
                   A#
No, I don't feel alive

[post-chorus]
F        C/E  Dm
I keep coming  up for air
    A#
and ending up with water in my
F        C/E  Dm
I keep coming  up for air
    A#
and ending up with water in my lungs

[chorus 3]
F                  C/E      Dm
 I’m learning how to set my boundaries
                A#
How to have compassion for myself and for my mind
F                 C/E       Dm
 I’m turning off my fucking cell phone
                    A#
And trying to have honest conversations in real life
                    F              C/E
The water goes downhill, and still
    Dm
I swim against the current
         A#
with two arms that cannot fly
                   F     C/E   Dm
And I don't feel alive
                   A#
No, I don't feel alive

[post chorus]
F        C/E  Dm
I keep coming  up for air
    A#
and ending up with water in my
F        C/E  Dm
I keep coming  up for air
    A#
and ending up with water in my
F        C/E  Dm
I keep coming  up for air
    A#
and ending up with water in my
F        C/E  Dm
I keep coming  up for air
    A#
and ending up with water in my lungs